me...inside

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most Was being so close
And having so much to say And watching you walk away
And never knowing What could have been
And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it overI would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken




wow.......

4/15

today was almost like any other normal day... except that it wasn't at all. We had maths TA.... at least i know avinash's gonna be failing with me... YAY!!! Tmr we have physics ta....sob. Haiz.... so sian man. Had training also... i just got back.. Average training. There was no pt cuz we had a match yesterday. After training i decided to hide Rashidi's 'new' 'cool' shoes. Put it on top of the notice boards.( Yes people, i can reach it) He was like so panicked. At the same time, i also nearly lost my shoe bags which contained my socks. Searched 4 it 4 quite long and then i found it in the middle of the raffles square. "-.- Dunno which idiot put there. Maybe it was the wind. Or maybe it was..... GOD!!!! What goes around comes arounf eh.. Ohhh.. but the big guy wasn't done with me yet. While changing in one of the cubicles in the toilet.... my long pants fell into the CLEAN toilet bowl... no shit a piss ok!!! I still wore it home. In the mrt, my whole lower region was freezing. On a side note, tmr me and clinton are gonna look 4 a gift 4 shi min. Haiz, another b'day...another gift and more money to fork out. Oh and i need to buy a new belt. Walao!!! This week i no need 2 eat liao.....


Oh yah... that sounds true......

3-0

Just finished mugging maths.... looking at all the questions made me feel really dumb..... zzz. Decided to wait till tmr 2 mugg properly cuz math is last period and i can mugg during lunch and recess. Besides that... i just got back from a u-18 match against khalsa aka. saints. We lost 3-0. Sob. :( I played in the last few minutes, subbed dylan out. At least i got to tackle prashan. Yay!! He looks freakin scary... okok it wasn't really a tackle... more like harrassing... Ned and Balu got yellow carded both at about the same time.. Sob.... Eugene was sick too... so i guess we might still have a chance of beating them in b'div ( which is in a weeks time). Dunno if i'm in b'div team or not. If AJ becomes our 2nd choice keeper then i might be out. But i don't think he will be lah. Kak yong also decided to come 4 training suddenly. And if he gets on the team..then even worse... But i don't think he shud be put on the teamlah. He pon since early last year, so it wud be unfair to replace sum1 who has been loyal 2 the team with him. Well.. i guess i'll just have to keep my fingers crossed....



What does this all mean...tell me....please....

white

guys seriously, go listen 2 GC's new song, THE RIVER. Damn nice!!!

Got back from training 2 hrs ago .... a very wet training. Came late cuz we had to go 4 some mcc thing. Waste time. Saw some sec ones. Decided that i am gonna be a gd senior, no more swanning of sec ones.. heh heh.Training was oklah. I went there with Hijazi and we did pt together. Paul also joined in cuz he was late too. We did the att vs def drill today. Not that toughlah but damn boring. Just finished watching HEROES. It's just damn bloody nice. 1000000/10!!!! A lil bit x-men'ish. The 1st few episodes had sucky special effects but the ones i've watched recently were quite ok. Next wednesday... u guys better watch. Hiro Nakamura is just so damn funny!!!! Oh shit!! Just remembered i have a maths TA on monday... uh oh. Have to go mugg ..NOW!!!! after watching tv . heh heh :)


add me please....... oh yah.... underwear is essential guys.... especially if u wear RI pants.

Some of u shudn't see this

the thursday post

ok...uhmmm....i still dunno how to start a post....

Phew... just finished everything i had to do 4 the day. Homework... packing bag... standard stuff. Training 2dae was quite hard but coach was in a damn good mood so it was kinda ok. Oh yah! We had some kind of lecture-palooza for RE. I was sitting at the back with avinash, alimi (basket keeps farting) saiful, rashidi, haikal and karthik. Dunno how i found myself there. We only listned to the 1st 2 lectures... 4 the rest, we were juz cracking jokes and farting. Qoute( skali he fart fart fart then when stand up, got hole in the floor) We were released late 4 lunch. WTH!!! Recess also release late. All i ate 2dae was a snickers bar, sour power, pau, that's it. And i went 4 a damn hard training!!! No wonder i'm so mini. Oh yah... and at rj, avinash said some malay girls were saying "hey that's qayyum" when we walked pass them. Avinash was at the back. I didn't here anything. How the hell they know me?!?!?!? So that's it 4 2dae, have to go sleep.

Qoute of the day by eugene lee " YES!!! TODAY IS WEDNESDAY, AFTER THAT THRUSDAY!!!! THEN FRIDAY....AND THEN SATURDAY!!!! YEAH MAN!!!"





Oh yah... add me!!!! I am the black knight, not the black knight, yes the black knight.

omg 2 post in 1 day...les than 1hr apart....dotz

dave... by ~car-you-mmm on deviantART

the tues......zzzzzzz....zzzzzz

zzzzzzzz...... Dunno why but i couldn't stay awake 2dae. Fell asleep in the bus. Fell asleep in chem, philo and assembly. Fell asleep in the mrt. Fell asleep while typing the title of this post. Anywayz.... HAPPY B'DAY to clinton!!! Yes he's 15 and he can get his IC. So jealous!!!! Me and shimin went to j8 to buy him a present. Went up...then down....then up again.... then down... then finally we decided to go into comics connection and not go out without a present 4 clinton. In the end we bought 4 him a $30 gundam. Then when we were walking down.. we saw shimin's mother , his brother and his younger sis. Training was also damn slack. All we did was hit balls at nic. Damn poor thing.. he let in so many goals. Hey, even i scored 2 . He was damn tired and coach wasn't doing much to help. Wonder what it's like 2 be keeper..hmmm.....

Finally.. i animated my detachables.. YEAH MAN!!! wohhooo!!! Will be posting it up soon. Bye 4 now....zzzz...zzzzz...zzz...zzz

the saturday post

It's me again. Initially wanted to post yesterday but then 4got. lol.So yesterday was quite slack day in skool. Could have stoned through out the whole day without anyone noticing. Oh yah, we had the final try outs 4 hockey yesterday. Lol. The sec 1's are damn funny!!! 4 the run. they wanted 2 show off so they chiong...but like 5 seconds later they started walking. WTH!!! Then, we had 2 take 2 sec 1's and explain 2 them what hockey was about. Most seemed interested but some were juz assholes. Talk so much like as if they so good like that. Then, when coach told them they were confirm in hockey, some were like " No, i don't want. I want 2 join basketball." I was like wtf!!! If u wanna join other sports, why come 4 the hockey tryouts?!?!? Basket. Then after everything, 4 of them came and saw me, clinton, keng yong and shi min. All of them didn't want 2 be in hockey but one of them made me feel like slapping him.

Here's how the conversation went.

Boy: No!!! I don't want 2 be in hockey. I want 2 join rugby. Hockey very lame one.

(then eugene came and said)

Eugene: No offence, but people are born differently and u are deffinately not born 2 play rugby.

JACK!!!The guy was about a head shorter than me, wore specs and was damn skinny!!!

Boy: Then i want 2 join guitar. Chicks like guitars!!!

Me: They may like guitars..but they don't like you.

Boy: How u know they won't like me???

Me: From my personal experience.. chicks don't really like monkey shit.

Then he kept quiet..

Stupid sec 1.








Get well soon k : )

the thursday post....

Hey ho!!!

Today was a normal day. Standard subjects, not overly slack but not that chiong also lah. Medium. Had PE 2day and i almost lost my trunks. Funny thing is, i only realised it like 3 hours after our PE period. I didn't find it the 1st time cuz i was kinda in a hurry to go 4 malay. Den, the 2nd time i went, i found it. :) YEAH ME!!! Guess where i found it. Come on guess. No? Well, i found it in the dustbin. LOL. I was like so relieved.

After school, i went 2 tampines mall to buy a new wallet. YEAH ME, again. But i not that happy with the salesgirl there. Why? Well the moment i went into the shop, she got off the phone and stood like 1m away from me... watching my every move. Walao, she thought i was gonna shoplift!!!! How i know? Well, when i turned to put my mp3 in my bag, she asked me " Boy, what are you putting in your bag?" I was like WTF!!! Walao i was so pissed i didn't even wanna buy the wallet from that shop. But i had to, cuz there were no other wallet shops. Basket. In the end she was like damn malu when i actually paid $40 for the new wallet. As revenge, i farted in the shop. Toot toot!!!! Lol. Well that's it, gotta do maths hw now. Bye!! And please tagleh.

just another post

uhmm ok.... i haven't been posting 4 awhile so i kinda dunno how to start a post. So uhmmm.... hmmmmm. Ok nvm. I just start now.

Ok, have u guys watched fear factor recently? Well their last episode was a best friends special. There were these 2 guys who were damn bloody funny. One was a stoner and the other was damn blurrr.

Eg.1

They just completed a stunt which no one else managed to complete and the last group was a pair of girls. If u like win the stunt, u get 2 carslah. So the 2 girls chickened out and everyone was like congratulating them. Then like once everyone like toned down, the blur one said.... dude, i think we just one 2 cars man.

Eg.2

Final stunt, only 2 pairs left, they were the last pair attempting the stunt and they had to beat the 1st team's timing.

Blurrrr one: dude, if we suck, we don't get money ok.
Stoned one: (stones)

_____END______ ok they lost, i was kinda sad. Then suddenly the blurr one said...after everything was completed.

Blurrrr one: Dude, we suck!!! HAHAHAHA!!!
Stoned one: ( Throws his helmet at him)

Ps. has anyone ever noticed that all the female participants in the show have damn big boobs and confirm got one water stunt so that can show them in their bikini. I mean like is there a screening process when they choose a participant?!?!

Caster: No no, you cannot be on the show. Why? Ur boobs look like grapes.











3 more days

The Detachables!!!

YAY!!! finally completed my 1st comic. post comments. Tuckertooy...u got skills..

the detachables by ~car-you-mmm on deviantART

sorry again 4 the really long wait. what can i say, i'm a slacker :)

PRESENTING (drum roll) THE DETACHABLES!!!!

found this on deviant... damn funny.....

I know the artist, he's really good. This is his 1st like proper drawing

post comments k


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