inspirational quotes

WARNING: u have to be a retard to understand some of this jokes ( being in hockey and in 3T also counts)

suddenly thot of posting all this highly inspirational quotes......

(insert person's name here) !!! UR A NUT!!!!
-our hockey coach

sir, do u wanna confiscate my phone??
- pay leon han( his phone rang during maths cct... the teacher was sleeping)

possibly, CLOWN, lack of skill, aahhhh
- naga,husaini,zaid... and now the whole of 3T

GG
- rashidi

leho ny mame is kaihal
- haikal

who is that?
i dunno, but he looks like his father's son
-benji

hello..i'm eugene ... does ur father own this bank
girl: f**k u
-eugene purity clean innocent crystal clear thaddeus lee

why study maths... we're gonna fail anyway... life is hopeless
-clinton

ur as hot as a hotel, we're as screwed as screw drivers, ur as brown as a brownie, ur as dumb as a dumbell
- faris

me: sir can u just print out the answers 4 us...so long... how to copy
chem teacher: no i can't
me: why?
chem: it's like robbing a bank..it's wrong...u can't do it....that's why i can't print 4 u
me: wtf
chem: it's like slapping the headmaster....u can't do it...that's why i can't print 4 u
me: sir, if i slap the headmaster and rob a bank will u print 4 us
vic': u can reach the headmasters face meh??
class of 3t and chem teacher: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
me: zzzzzzzzz
-me, victor and our chem teacher

i think i can do 80% of the question in the maths cct... but i'll need the list of all the formulas in my hand....and 3 hrs...
-lim shi min

alotafashina!!!
-tuck wai/yuck tai/duck rice

rscljr: my answer correct
avi: no!! my one correct
rscljr: no my one
avi: nolah...my one
rscljr: my one!!!
avi: no my one!!!
me: what's the difference only 1 mark... it's either 8/30 or 9/30.....still fail what
-me, avi and ram-ass-amy chocolate-in-ham

somewhat funny phone convo

was trying to ask shimin bout tmrs match...

nudge him on msn....no reply
call home....no one answer....
call his hp...he answer

his voice damn just-wake-up-from-bed type of voice

me: damn hard to contact u leh
shimin: i was sleeping
me: anyway tmr be at ccab at 7.30 rite??
shimin: no..be there at 7
me: how u going
shimin: i think i ask my father send me
me: cheapskate
shimin: thank you
me: LOL ( i was seriously laughing out loud)

beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

me: hello??

beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

he put down the phone....rotflmao

eyes meet....no.....

was walking towards j8..... couldn't wait to buy FOB's new album....Infinity on high...listening to it now... walking with the whole horde of mats.... a lil bit in front.... even b4 i walked in... i saw u..... just a tiny glimpse......but that was enough .....

i considered turning back... walking from the other side.... nahhh.... to leceh... so i just walked in....

our eyes meet... i was expecting u 2 say sumthing.... i was gonna say hi.... but i just wanted to wait until u said it...... According to BIG FISH.... when u meet the love of ur life... time stops.... i was hopping it would....

it didn't

i didn't say anything....neither did u....
so i juz walk on...u do too.....

as if we were strangers.....




dying on the inside.....

emo streak...ended

my emo-streak has officially ended.... now i'm just normal me again... but i still might post some emo stuff when i feel like it....

today...

hmmm.. not much happened today... we had to hand in geog but then none of us did.. so 99.9999% of the class was copying getting reference from the 0.0001% of the class....and he was karthik naga.... CLOWN..

then we had some RE lecture .... most of us wanted to pon but i didn't... not that i'm a good boy but cuz i'm damn scared... u know... ever since they built the lift... i've never like taken it b4... even our monitor friend takes the lift sometimes...wtf... and he also was gonna pon the lecture but in the end didn't.....

then we had a damn slack RE period again... no lecture... just met with mentor... ours was like 15 mins late... so our group was like playing the damn stupid mat game... u have to like say some gross word damn loud.....for eg. SEX!!!!!.... whoever says it the loudest wins.. i won one round... Yay me!!!....

shud i post sumthing emo... i feel like it.... nahhh

oh yah..btw who are the fuckers people who tagged bad stuff...i mean u all have the right to say what u wantlah but like can u tell me in person... instead of tagging it... i mean if u say I have no life... then u go around flaming people claiming that their blog sux...then u still come and tag some more... i mean like WTF!!! Do u guys get pleasure from the misery of others... if u do... walk beside me... it probably feels like an orgasm to u.....

( first time using this in my posts.. it feels great!!)

waking up.....

i roam around aimlessly in the darkness......i still can't see but i didn't really care much..... being blind is much better than having to see the hopeless world around me....

my stab wounds are still bleeding, my left hand is still twisted... and i still can't feel my right leg...... thank god i'm still numb....

i regret......

i regret ever cutting the thread.... i regret thinking falling was the only hope..... i regret everything i've ever done..... i thought the pain of waiting was unbearable so i wished i didn't have to feel pain... now.... i can't feel anything..... i feel dead inside but i can't bring myself to cry...... and then suddenly.... i see someone.... a girl.... she looks just like u in every way..... wait... i'm blind...... how can i........

i don't bother looking for the answer.... i just stare at her.... and i.... i smile.... ever since i've been down here... i've never expressed any emotion... i never cried.... i never frowned... i never winced.... i never moved a muscle in my face..... and now i find myself smiling....

NO... i can feel.....NO..... the numbness wears off...... NO....

my whole body explodes in pain.... i'm now fully aware of the pain i'm in.... it feels like there's an inferno in me and burning from the inside out.... i fall.... my head hits the ground hard and i shake uncontrollably on the ground.... i scream till my lungs start to burn.... and then i pass out from the immense pain.....

when i wake up..... i feel like i'm suspended..... i look around... everything's white.... i can see... i look at myself.... no cuts....no wounds....my limbs are all in working condition.... i look up.... i see the familiar black thread leading up into infinity.... i look down..... just pure whiteness......

heaven?

no.... i still feel the knife in my back.....it was all some weird twisted and morbid dream......

i'm never gonna jump.... never gonna cut the thread.... i guess i'm just destined to hang here... waiting..... until you.... or anyone else....


saves me

waking up.....

i roam around aimlessly in the darkness......i still can't see but i didn't really care much..... being blind is much better than having to see the hopeless world around me....

my stab wounds are still bleeding, my left hand is still twisted... and i still can't feel my right leg...... thank god i'm still numb....

i regret......

i regret ever cutting the thread.... i regret thinking falling was the only hope..... i regret everything i've ever done..... i thought the pain of waiting was unbearable so i wished i didn't have to feel pain... now.... i can't feel anything..... i feel dead inside but i can't bring myself to cry...... and then suddenly.... i see someone.... a girl.... she looks just like u in every way..... wait... i'm blind...... how can i........

i don't bother looking for the answer.... i just stare at her.... and i.... i smile.... ever since i've been down here... i've never expressed any emotion... i never cried.... i never frowned... i never winced.... i never moved a muscle in my face..... and now i find myself smiling....

NO... i can feel.....NO..... the numbness wears off...... NO....

my whole body explodes in pain.... i'm now fully aware of the pain i'm in.... it feels like there's an inferno in me and burning from the inside out.... i fall.... my head hits the ground hard and i shake uncontrollably on the ground.... i scream till my lungs start to burn.... and then i pass out from the immense pain.....

when i wake up..... i feel like i'm suspended..... i look around... everything's white.... i can see... i look at myself.... no cuts....no wounds....my limbs are all in working condition.... i look up.... i see the familiar black thread leading up into infinity.... i look down..... just pure whiteness......

heaven?

no.... i still feel the knife in my back.....it was all some weird twisted and morbid dream......

i'm never gonna jump.... never gonna cut the thread.... i guess i'm just destined to hang here... waiting..... until you.... or anyone else....


saves me

why?

i feel wrapped.....in a blanket of darkness......
there's no difference.... whether i open my eyes or not.....

______________________________________________

then it hit me....... the cold ...hard... unforgiving ground....

no pain?

my left hand was bent in ways that seemed impossible...
i couldn't feel my right leg....
and my head was turned the wrong way... my body was facing down... but my head was facing up....

how can i not feel pain?

i use my right hand to turn my head the right way ... and that's when i realised that my mouth was full of blood.... i spit the viscous substance out and try sitting up.... i can..... phew....

then i spent the next few eternities sitting there trying to figure out why there's no pain... and that's when i realise... i still can't see.... i'm sitting in the darkness... not the normal darkness u get when u close ur eyes or when u switch off all the lights..... the darkness was different... but some how it seemed familiar....

suddenly... i felt a rock hit my left thigh... at least i know i can still feel some stuff..... i grope around and i feel something on my left thigh.... it wasn't a rock....it was more like a piece of plastic and it was buried in my leg... i pull it out and feel the other half of the object that was stuck in my leg.... it's the knife....

why?

the knife stabbed my leg.... but it felt like a tiny rock.... i take the knife... and..... i stab myself all over.....

my neck.... arms.... stomach.... chest.... head... everywhere.... no pain... it just felt like i was being bombarded with rocks....

drenched in vile concoction of blood ...sweat.... and soon tears... i scream... not because of the pain.... but because of the fact that i was completely void of it....


is this what i really wanted.......... i wanted to be free from the agonising pain....the waiting was torture.... so i released myself.... and now... i find myself completely numb.....

falling

falling..... it seems like forever.....

falling....

couldn't take it anymore........ i called out... u didn't come...now i'm left dangling here...by a thread... staring down into oblivion..... waiting for it 2 consume me.... the darkness creeps skyward slowly.... i brace myself .... i shut my eyes.... clear my mind... and soon.....

a teardrop rolls down my cheek and drops off into the eternal darkness.... i reach out...... not wanting such purity to be consumed by the darkness.... it falls out of my reach and i see the tiny droplet fade away........

I look down.... the darkness continues creeping up.... and strangely.... i smile.....

The darkness is only a few seconds away...10....9.....8...7...6...5...4....3....2.....1....

It stopped.....

I let out a scream of frustration and anger..... and i look down once more....... the darkness seems to be mocking me.... laughing ever so wickedly...... One more scream.... this one even more louder and painful the first one..... I start tearing again......... try to control my emotions for a few more seconds......but i can't....... i break down......

No more tears to cry..... no more screams left in me......

no more emotions...

Then .... i remember.... the knife...
i reach backwards.... and i feel something sticking out of my back and i yank it out....
pain shoots up my spine but some how... i'm unable to wince... unable to scream....
After all these years.... i thought it was gone... i thought the wound had healed... but i guess i never really bothered... i just pretended it never happened....

I look down on last time... the darkness remains stationary......
I look up... the thin black thread stretches on as far as the eye can see....
I consider waiting...maybe u'll come..... maybe u'll save me.... maybe things will turn out fine...
NO.. no more illusions....


I shut my eyes ........
and with the bloody blade... i cut the thread........

i need to know

i'm sick and tired of waiting....... 2 years..... that's really long. I don't think anyone has ever waited that long 4 sum1. Maybe i hold on too tight... other people seem to get along fine....

Hanging....

I juz wanna know if u'll ever consider.... or if u see it happening. If not... i'll guess i'll just have 2 4get everything..... Juz wanna let u know that i've changed... that's all. I'm not who u think i am. Not anymore. Give me a chance.... or not... it's really ur choice....

Hanging....

It's simple ...... there's only 2 options... yes or no..... I don't care if u choose the 2nd one. Falling is much better than hanging by a thread.... uncertain what's the outcome....

I've been hanging for a long time..... Cut me lose...or save me.... that's all i'm asking 4....

Still hanging....

emo drawings

i drew this during maths lesson..... one on friday... one today....

ahhhh!!!!! global warming is inevitable!!!!

http://usgovinfo.about.com/od/technologyandresearch/a/climatetochange.htm

this is some english project.... usual posts will continue

FAWAZ!

wahh to day was like any other day.... but it wasn't supposed to be !!! It's a saturday man. I shud be slacking at home... watching heroes!!! But i'm glad that i went to kenal suai... so much better than watching heroes....

4 kenal suai, we had to do this amazing race thinggy. I was it haikal and FAWAZ'S!!! group. Wait... i'll try to remember the sec 1s who were in my group. Alif.....Danish...Amzah.... and yah that's it. Wow... i actually remember their names. Yay me!!! Other than them... rifqi and zaki were also in my group. We were quite oklah..... Oh yah.. there were alot of funny moments.. Some of which i might have forgotten.

1) We had to do some pantun thing to determine which group would leave first... We had 3 poems.... here's one of them.... damn retard funny.. Danish read it out 4 us.
Danish : abcdef......G
hijklmno....P
qrstu......V
wZy and Z ( the first Z was pronounced ZACK.. the last one was more like a ZEE)

The whole LT laughed their assess off man..

So we were the 3rd team to leave....

1st checkpoint.... nus.....we terlajak twice... then we met up with alimi's group. We wanted to go together but then he went 1st.Bastard. Oh yah... we were seeing who could say FAWAZ!!! the loudest in the bus and everything... lol... i think people thot we like some kind of fawaz cult.

2) I 4got where we went 4 the next checkpoint cuz i was turned off. I gave up on the whole thing aredi and buy the 3rd checkpoint... we were like discussing if we shud just go back to skool and play soccer. LOL!!!

Skip SKip Skip

Oh yah... i also burnt my tongue while eating old chang kee sardine O.... twice on the mrt!!! I was like shouting and crying... everyone was looking at me... Malu man!!!

Ok... i juz realised i 4got all the funny things that happened on that day......... eee i so malas nak post...shit man.... haiz... if u wanna know more... juz ask me in skool.....


B4 i end off...... FAWAZ!!!!!

rotflmao

I was deciding whether or not i shud post..... but then, i decided to post... cuz damn sian play with clinton 2v1.

Ok.... as much as i want to follow taufiq's advice and not post bout trainings... i juz have to post about juz now's training... was damn funny. I'll skip the pt part and go straight to the part where rashidi fell in the goal post. MEGA LOL. He was attacking up front and was chionging forward with the ball... he was bout to score.... then jing come and tackle him. Rashidi was attacking by the left side so he was like running parallel to the goal post. Jing nudged him a lil....he lost control... and fell into the side of the goal post... and got stuck. He was all tangled up and he was like ummm... like... u know when u fall in a bucket and only ur head and legs are sticking out... yah... he fell like that. 4 those of u who dunno what a hockey goalpost looks like... then u won't be able to visualise it. We were all rolling on the turf... laughing like hell. I got a cut on my left leg cuz i rolled tooo much. LOL man.

Then on the way home... faris tried to follow me cuz we take the same line and all. He was asking me to wait but i just went cuz going home with faris can be very dangerous. Dylan told me then he and benji tried kissing him on the train. Yuck man. So i went ahead with clinton and, kak yong , jing, micah and rashidi. We had bubble tea .... and then we changed the arrow on the bubble tea poster thing. The woman put her poster near the roadside and then like there was this arrow pointing 2wards the direction of the shop. It was using black marker. So i took out my marker and changed so it pointed in the other direction, 2wards the road.... LOL.

Projected news headline:

Man gets knocked down by bus while trying to buy bubble tea which he claimed, was being sold at a tree in the road divider.

Funny day man....funny day...

On a less lighter note...

Sorry avi.... i guess i was just damn angry with sumthing else and i juz was taking it out on you. During geog, i was thinking 2 myself...WHY? Can't i control my head. WHY? Is it that i can't let go. WHY? Am i so like...down.... WHY?!?!?!?! Den i started drawing damn furiously and i came up with a damn nice drawing... but i left it in skool :p. After geog the answer came to me... These feelings a harbour are not kept in my brain... cuz that ... i can control. They're kept in my heart... and that.. i don't think anyone can control...


So... sum1 stab me please.....

the thursday post

wow. today was a very crappy day. crap every where man.

1st of all..... i was damn shocked when i got my maths TA result. 3/15!!!!!!! WTF!!! I mug like shit and get that kinda marks. Avi didn't mug and get 10.5 . Haiyo.. i already used to thislah. My maths very unpredictable.... sum times can get full marks.... sum times get shit marks.. Normal 4 me... Mr.Kwa was also very shocked.

" Qayyum... what happened? During class... u are one of the most intelligent boys... always get the right answer for examples. What was ur gpa last year 4 maths?"

"3.6..."

" Waahhh... what happened man? Nvm... next time I'm sure u will do better. This is just a slump."

Wahh Mr.Kwa damn nice to us man. Feel so guilty. Plus, we came 20 mins late to class cuz we had swimming. He didn't even scold us. He just told us to try harder next time and remind the teacher. Wahhh... feeling damn guilty.

On the other hand, we got screwed when we came 3 mins late 4 english class. We had to stand outside the class and everything. But she didn't really scold us... she just like talk nicely to us...ask where we go...why we late... and never to do it again. Maybe it's cuz avi, THE MONITOR, was with us. Haha. Oh yah... avi lost the bet.. he say he'll get higher than 13.... and he got 10.5... hmmm..... what am i gonna do to him.....

That's supposed to be me... does it look like me?

Please say yes...